I don’t have much to say about today or maybe I have so much I am scared to say it. Either way I was able to share a grapefruit with my mom today and that was special. I think my mom and I are the only people in our family who like grapefruit. Growing up and still today I am a lover of all fruit (except bananas). My mom was the best at cutting fruit especially watermelon. I remember feeling spoiled that my mom would cut and even seed the watermelon. Often she would cut a grapefruit, eat half, and leave half in the fridge for me. I loved it and I often wish I could have my mom back in my daily life for those little things. But its real life now, adult life, married life, how did it all come so quickly?
Today I can only wish I had the strength that Ellice has to say what I need to say. Someday I will.